I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

7:01 PM I know it`s not my fault.

The thing that helps me most is the way I pretend. I pretend that I had not lost anything at all. I have a special way of pretending and what I do is my own secret.

Some people say that time will help. I do not know if it will help later or not. It seems now that with each day, I find it harder to remember just how things used to be, so for me, time brings a new pain of its own. Perhaps one day, though, I will find a way of remembering without feeling sick inside. I do not know what could make this happen. I just hope it will.

Right now, I only know that I lost the most precious thing in the world the day Marsya was killed in a car accident.

Marsya was my best friend.


And so now you know,stop bugging me will you?
Don`t pretend like you care,because you don`t.
NOW GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK.